Silence!

Everytime, after a long day's odyssey , I open the door of my dorm , how desperately I hope how there were no one inside ; darness and absolute silence are all I want .. Don't take it the wrong way, my dormmates are ok . It is my personality that come into play again. I am just like a saturatedly soaked sponge , so i really dont hava much mood left for banters , and i am not that kind of person that would parade what deed have been done or vent all those grievance heaped during the day, i would rather just think about them and take a deep breath most of the time. I have a dream : a single room.

first time in my life i feel impulsive to wrtite something

You can know everyone and fuck everyone on this planet and feel damn coldly lonely at the same time..because it is all spininng without you.

I cant understand what u say and i cant understand where i am standing right now for you.. and i cant understand whether I stand a fucking minor chance at all or it is juts a wistful thinking at all.

I am addicted to the beauty ,disguised and indisguised, of u,and I am the only one on this planet who can see , feel , and preotect this beauty.

This a cure , a cure make me forget how good it feels to smoke and this is a poison , a poison get me smok even more than ever.

Please Get me guts to tear you apart to let the beauty inside out. I love u , so pure.